Good afternoon peeps!
How goes it? I am happy. I do have anxiety every once in a while, and it can be pretty severe, but since I have started a kind of "new phase" in my life, my mood has been more stable and less chaotic. It is a huge blessing for me.
SO. The title is not clickbait.
Last year in the spring my friend from Manchester gave me a special blessing with his missionary companion, from Utah. I am still flabbergasted and very surprised that I could receive such straight inspiration and a message from Heavenly Father. My friend was the messenger. WOW. He is a great guy.
The blessing told me to start getting ready and prepare for the next covenant I am to enter in the Temple.
I have all of them received EXCEPT marriage.
So... I first started preparing a little half-heartedly by buying books about the Temple when I visited Utah last year, tried to study marriage more and try to prepare myself. Lately I have been upping the efforts and started to really study marriage with intent. Really hyperfocus on it and the Temple.
I also started LONG AGO to plan my wedding. Just for "fun". LOL.
I have a lot of ideas... but I am still "right here waiting"...
Some things I have been better at is cleaning at home ( I moved lately and have a completely own place now.) Organizing my stuff, planning how I spend my time during the day, I mean I don't watch or read aa lot of unnecessary movies and books. I am more picky with the entertainment I choose, music too. I could say, that I am kind of living like a missionary! :) Good goal for me...
I have made some music lists on YouTube and Spotify with songs for the wedding and for just being married, like beautiful romantic music. I love music. I also have SO many relationship and marriage and dating advice books ready at hand. Also about sex of course, from a more spiritual perspective.
I am happy. :) The guy who marries me is one lucky fellow. :) and I will be a lucky lady.
More later!
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