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This blog I start today, to make known to people the stuff that I have been trough so that they can learn from my life and understand and learn from my experiences... I am adopted, I am a mormon, I am a Swedish-speaking Finn, I was bullied in School for 10 years and blamed my self for years for that, I have had a psychosis twice -once when I was 17 and all the bullying got too much and once in 2002 when I was studying at the University. I have mild asperger syndrome and mild ADHD. I have been going to therapy since 1997. I have also taken medicine since that time.
I used to blame myself. I used to blame the ones who bullied me. Now I mainly blame the School and my Teachers. I have not yet forgiven them all, neither my bullies or my teachers who didn't do a jack squat, to be honest...
I plan to write a book about my life and I believe that when I've gone trough and chewed up everything that happened -then I can forgive my bullies and my teachers. Also I need to forgive my classmates who did not actively bully me, but just stood by and watched. I have a lot to forgive and forget. This blog is one tool to help me do that.
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